Wishing, You Loved Me Again . . .

Wishing, You Loved Me Again . . .

Ask me, just one more timeTo be yours,
for ever moreTo share,
for better or worse

And this time I won’t let you go.
Tell me, just one more time
That you dream of me, and nothing else
That without me, you’re incomplete

And this time, I won’t be such a fool.
Hear me, just one more time
Forget all that I said before,
Why, I do not know

But now, I really want you back.
Look back just one more time,
See the smile fade away,
See these eyes longing,

Wishing you loved me again . . .

Dry Leaf.. My Life . . .Whoose ?

Dry Leaf.. My Life . . .

In the sea shore I walk alone..
at nightsMy eyes filled with tears
My lips crushed between my teeth
My hands wrapping myself tightly

My heart crying for its own death..
I see no future in front of me
May be I don’t see the one I wished to
It’s hard to get ready for another future

The future where I won’t see you any more
The future where I will forget you completely..
Everything around me is empty now
Everything that had had life before

I will look for a shop where I can buy a new heart
This time I will be careful not to let it fall
At least for the one who is not going to catch it..?
I will start a new beginning

I will color myself in a different brush
To hide my pains from others
I won’t let myself get wet in emotions
I’m just afraid to learn about love again . . .

15 Universal Truths

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. !

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them,.You will feel much better when they know.

15. A Minute: They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Take the time .. to live and love.

I feel the loneliness...

A Lost Dream

Ah, I have changed, I do not know
Why lonely hours affect me so.
In days of yore, this were not wont,
No loneliness my soul could daunt.

For me too serious for my age,
The weighty tome of hoary sage,
Until with puzzled heart astir,
One God-giv’n night, I dreamed of her.

I loved no woman, hardly knew
More of the sex that strong men woo
Than cloistered monk within his cell;
But now the dream is lost, and hell

Holds me her captive tight and fast
Who prays and struggles for the past.
No living maid has charmed my eyes,
But now, my soul is wonder-wise.

For I have dreamed of her and seen
Her red-brown tresses, ruddy sheen,
Have known her sweetness, lip to lip,
The joy of her companionship.

When days were bleak and winds were rude,
She shared my smiling solitude,
And all the bare hills walked with me
To hearken winter’s melody.

And when the spring came o’er the land
We fared together hand in hand
Beneath the linden’s leafy screen
That waved above us faintly green.

In summer, by the river-side,
Our souls were kindred with the tide
That floated onward to the sea
As we swept toward Eternity.

The bird’s call and the water’s drone
Were all for us and us alone.
The water-fall that sang all night
Was her companion, my delight,

And e’en the squirrel, as he sped
Along the branches overhead,
Half kindly and half envious,
Would chatter at the joy of us.

‘Twas but a dream, her face, her hair,
The spring-time sweet, the winter bare,
The summer when the woods we ranged,—
‘Twas but a dream, but all is changed.

Yes, all is changed and all has fled,
The dream broken, shattered, dead.
And yet, sometimes, I pray to know
How just a dream could hold me so.

Got a mail from Ganesh

Today was a happy day..I got a mail from long lost buddy Ganesh...yesterday I send him a mail taking his id, searching my old e-mail archives. Dude instantly replied ...after this 'am goin to mail him.. he told Manoj is in Techno-park Trivandrum. Lucky chap..

My Favourite Face... though it belongs to Salman for a while..

Katrina Kaif
Biography Nickname : Kat
Height : 5' 8½" (1.74 m)Born on July 16, 1984
Katrina Kaif is one of eight siblings, all girls, from a mother who is a Caucasian of British Nationality, and a father who was formerly from Kashmir, India, but who has since acquired British citizenship.Katrina grew up in Hawaii, but was brought up in London, UK. She started modeling accidentally when she was in Hawaii at the tender age of 14, when she was approached for a jewelery campaign. Thereafter she continued modeling in London.Continuing to model was the reason she got her break in a Bollywood movie "Boom" offered by none other than film-maker Kaizad Gustad.She was flooded with modeling assignments the minute she set her foot on Indian soil, especially with her innocent expressive face, hour-glass figure, and drop-dead gorgeous looks.Professionally she started off as a model with photographer Atul Kasbekar, and upon being accepted, she received offers from LG, Cola, Fevicol, Lakme, & Veet. It was the Lakme commercial that got her noticed. She retained Matrix as her Manager to accept work on her behalf and at the price she deserved.Moving to different culture and country was not much of a culture shock for her, as she states that no matter where you come from, the bottom line is that everyone wants to be loved, respected, and cared for.Unlike other artistes from foreign lands, Katrina did not experience any difficulties in getting a visa nor of getting it extended in India.Although linguistically challenged, Katrina puts on a bold face and states that other Bollywood artistes like Sridevi, who did not know Hindi, did get offers from Bollywood film-makers, and she is no different. She is taking Hindi and dancing lessons to fit in with the Bollywood culture. She likes to display a picture of her learning Kathak dancing where she used to dance 7 hours a day non-stop.Despite of her soft gorgeous looks, she is not easily intimidated, but admits that she is very emotional, almost an incurable romantic, wears comfortable non-revealing clothes when at home, hates to do her hair, and above all dislikes make-up. Admitting to being lonely in the beginning, but now has several nice friends who she can hang out with.Although her first movie "Boom" was panned by the critics and shunned by the audiences, two other Telegu movies "Malliswari" and "Pidugu" did get her noticed. She grossed Rs.70 lakhs for Malliswari - making her top the list of the highest paid actresses during a South Indian movie debut.Not done with South Indian movies, she has been signed in a Tamil movie "Bheema" opposite National Award Winner Vikram.She has received decent reviews for her part in "Maine Pyar Kyon Kiya", as well as a brief appearance in "Sarrkar".Katrina has now made Bombay her base, and doesn't mind singing and dancing around trees while she's at it, and is determined to make it big in Bollywood.

Usual Sunday

Today is off and woke up at 9.00. had a tea........then thot of breakfast ...guess...hungry ..went to market bought some beef.....Yummy....Nool puttu with lot of scraped coconut and beef stew..It tastes good since I prepared it for myself ...nothing doin except eatin it.....

Then a journey thru Sunday Times..
The story .... "Cinema halls in various cities across Malaysia vandalised and burned down due to the cancellation of screening of new "Rajnikant, Shankar production "Shivaji". ""

A rare episode that any other screen icon has received...

I'll b back in the evening..

Today's journey

After leaving office reached Andheri station... A sudden gush of rain...It was splendid..all roadside vendors trying to protect their thins from rain...within a jiffy everythin was under some sort of waterproof cover either plastic or anything...the speed and precision was commentable...

Hectic train journey to reach home..it was too crowded ..may be due to saturday...i thot saturdays 'll be a relief.. but not...reach om and had a coffee and 'am now blogging

Photography...My passion

Photography...........................

................The optical impression of real objects on a light-sensitive medium. During the 1830s at least four people working independantly succeeded in making photographs. In 1839 Frenchman Louis Daguerre's invention, the Daguerreotype, was made public. It produced a one-of-a-kind picture on metal. But it was Englishman William Henry Talbot's invention, the Calotype (1840), which caught on. It produced a negative picture on paper - the lights of the image were recorded as darks, the darks as lights.................